7th Month

Exactly 7 months ago, this is the day when I met him in person. First started as friend, which later that night we started to chat in MSN, exchange contacts and keep chatting non-stop until on the 3rd day, we met up for gym class, we had our first dinner date (with another friend whom I am NOTTTTTTTTTTTT suppose to bring friend for our first dinner date)...anyhow, it somehow does change our lives. There is this something in both of us, that somehow we both give it go-ahead and surprisingly even until now, we were still being together.

I appreciate with all the love and cares that he has for me as how much I love and care for him. Even though we scolded each other or even had a big fight that lasted for days, at the end of the day we sit down together, talk about it, forgive each other's wrong doing and move on with love mood.

Again I mentioned, time flew past so fast that I didn't realised this is our 7th month. We both still looking forwards for many years to come as couple.

As I listen to my ipod, one of the song I listened to was 'Daniel Beddingfield - If You're Not The One'...the lyrics is somehow very meaningful to me and to all the couples. It somehow gave me flashback about my past relationship and even during my relationship with The One. At one point we did have a big fight until he came out with the taboo word of which one should not use that during relationship unless things didn't work out well.

No matter how far he is now, in my heart I know he is just beside me. (sounds eerie)..hehe..

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To my precious,

You have been with me for 7 mths and we both still anticipate and looking forward for more years to come. Living a life together is really not easy, but what most important is when both of us put effort together to work things out as couple.

No matter how, thank you for loving me and showing your care to me all these time. Nothing much I can do here but to share with you a song that has been very meaningful to me, a special message to you and our relationship. Loving you always from the bottom of my heart.

Love,
Yours




If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side